The internet is a marvelous place. One can say things behind a wall. The direction connection between speaker and audience is chopped. While most have a problem with this, I find this an incredible technological breakthrough. So finally without anymore introduction, I give you an anonymous confession which everyone will hear:
A list of apologies that they won't ever hear:
1. Im sorry for constantly staring at you. I know you noticed which makes things worse. I find you attractive, and I tend to be very unsubtle about those things.
2. Im sorry for leading you on and giving you that one shred of hope. It will never happen. And if anything does happen, it will be for the wrong reasons.
3. I shouldn't have said no. I should have had more courage to say yes. I'm sorry I couldn't have been more open with you.
4. Im sorry being a bad son. I know you cry every night because I can hear you, and I know its my fault. I wish I could be better.
5. Im sorry I acted like a know-it-all. The truth is, I know very little, and that scares me. Now we barely talk, which saddens me.
6. Im sorry I put you through hell in 8th grade. While I still don't like you, I know you were feeling really bad about yourself, and still I kicked you down. The worse part is that I still talk trash about you behind your back. It truely is nauseating.
7. Im sorry for being a douchebag to you. I do this thing where I defensively say hurtful things, and apologize very quickly. Its pathetic, but I really wanted to be friends. You are alot of fun to be around, and it kills me that I didn't get to know you.
8. Im sorry for ever bothering to pursue you. Whether or not you even think or care about me I don't know. I just feel like it was a mistake to try anything.
See you all later,
Paul
